sing to me my broken angel
let me hear those words
the reasons of which you cry
let me help you heal
to take away the pain
and peal away those scabs you hide so dear
those wings are broken
you cant fly
but i can help you heal
i can help you mend
i will show you love
so much compassion
that you will feel a wave
and when you are ready to fly
i will hand you my heart
and watch you go
love like a razorblade by Simply-Alive, literature
Literature
love like a razorblade
razor blade lips
cut so deep
skin so soft
heart so weak
cuts running deep
blood runs
dark and slick
shines like metal
kisses so pure
breathing speeds up
seconds go by like minutes
touches so soft
losing myself in you
slicing so deep
feeling so good
never felt so real
never felt a love like this
never felt so alive
baby
dont ever go
it could have all been ours
but you turned me away
and now with my shattered heart
here in my hands
blowing away in the winds
i feel nothing
and my tears freeze in time
as my hands drop
letting all the ash and fragments fall into the once clean snow
tainting the pureness of it
as i tainted you
i turn my back
walk away
and fade into the darkness
will you remember me
i do not know
will you miss me
i do not know
but i do know this
nothing will change the past
all i could have done was make our future better
and now
my chance is gone
forever
i'm laying here
wide awake
but screaming inside
my body is shaking
and my mind is racing
where are you
where have you gone
why am i here alone
how much time has passed
my body is broken
torn and shredded
my blood pools the floor
footprints in the distance
i can still hear your screams
as everything went dark
all i could do was cry
please daddy don't do this
it didn't stop
the taste of blood
my jaw numb
i couldn't speak anymore
tears streaming down my face
my eyes blackened
and my body bruising up
i had no more fight in me
every night you do this to me
every night you tear me down
but now
i cant feel anymore
does
oh baby doll
your little heart is withered
the petals float to the ground
and as they blow away in the wind
your running after them
trying to salvage what is left
the tears freeze to your face
and your body goes stiff
no longer are you alive
no
your a statue
a memory
to just stand there as you were last
you wont be remembered for more than you were at that moment
and i look at the granite and marble
standing there
and my last thought is of your withered heart
floating away in the wind
and i would feel sorry but i don't
for you have a huge statue in your memory
but you weren't remembered for what you wanted
no
your just r
the stars shimmer in the night sky
a slight breeze blows through your long hair
i see you smile
looking towards me with the faint moonlight all that's lighting us
your eyes sparkle more beautifully than all the stars in the sky
i see a small shimmer from your skin lighting up every time you move
i can hear nothing but crickets and owls
your heartbeat however is louder than all put together
i love running my hands on every section of your body
feeling the softness and beauty of it
i want to kiss every inch of your body
i want to make you feel good
but i also want to bite you
draw blood and watch pain in your eyes
i want to hear y
and you can have it all by Simply-Alive, literature
Literature
and you can have it all
i lost everything i had
i lost my soul
my heart
my ability to care
my will to live
and yet when i get it back
you tear me down
rip me apart
laugh and joke
as though its a game
to see who can break me first
why is this so funny to you
how is my pain a joke
how am i just nothing in your eyes
my body aches
my eyes are swollen
i still cry tears for you
whimpering in the darkness
wishing it was different
wishing that you weren't like this
that i wasn't like that
just take it away
rip out my heart
you can have it
i don't want it
i don't need it
walking in the dark
no stars
no moon
just blackness
who am i
why am i here
what do i do
where do i go
i am so lost
so confused
not sure of anything
how many days have passed
has it been minutes
hours
days
years
time is slow
or is it fast
i don't know
will i ever get away
will i ever see a light
will i be free from this
or will it never end
I sit here wondering
So many things pass through my mind
Always about you
always about you
I can sit here alone
crying
and bleeding
even screaming
You never hear me
I don't mind
the pain reminds me
that you weren't a fantasy
You were an angel
no
you still are
and always will be
I am but a demon
made of hate
and misery
nothing of me is good
How did you love me once
how could you love me again
were we both insane
or was I just shooting for the stars
Oh well
this barrel will bring me hope
take me away
bring me home
the blood will run from my body
spelling out the words
that I never spoke to you
the words you nev
The seasons have changed
I have seen sun
snow
rain
and even blistering heated days
but still
your gone
Here I sit
wishing
waiting
wanting
dreaming
screaming
crying
trying to live
Each day goes by so slow
I am a zombie
I am a monster
I am nothing now
I have given up so much
and gave you everything
but
no matter what I gave
You could never love me
You could never want me
I was a fool
no
not a fool
I was something much worse
I was pathetic
I should have known better
I should have listened
Without your smile to brighten my sky
everything is dark
everything fades
I am lost in this darkness you left me with
and I